havent been blogging for a very long time. and pretty much yea, i believe my posts are all abt me whining and bitching and comments on me being damn emo.
well some updates abt myself, im single and available. and its like, come what may (:
i cut down on trainings so i wont lose myself.. more time with my friends, school and work.
i got accepted into NUM on my birthday this year which is like 12th april. been working till now and its been much fun. esp when my home branch is at Wheelock, its really really good for me cuz they are all like family (:
school's boring as usual.. thank god for Jay if not i think ill be skipping sch everyday.
things at home are great! bro got married. sis is doing fine( well she looks like she's fine), dad and mum are still as loving as ever... and both of them have been showering me with lotsa money. lol! <3 them ttm.
have been hanging out alot of Julie.. and ive never felt closer than ever with her.
we've been friends for so super long, and last time she practically lives with me. but now, we're so much closer than before! we practically share a mind together. and i know whatever happens, she'll be there for me and take my side no matter what, right/wrong, she'll be there.
being with Julie makes me think of the past. when i was in church and all... even she could tell i wasnt happy at all. i cant be myself, i cant let myself go.. always have to put on this mask that's changing myself to be a hypocrite. well, we know there are many people like that in church yes? hypocrites and boot lickers. well, sad to say i was one of them.
i remember how my cell group leader picks on me for everything, scolds me, controls me, and totally made my life miserable. many people could tell. i really wonder why i went to church still when they made my teenage years such hell. of course there's no regrets cuz i made the best friends of my life with Sarah, Julie, Seraphina and got closer to my childhood friend JunXiong.
im really happy now. although im single (hahahaha)... i can be who i am with my friends. im happy at home and i have my friends who really supports me for what i do.
i have the freedom and finances. ive never been through a day when i have no money in my wallet to eat till now... and im really thankful for that to my parents and my friends who have been blessing me so much.
looking back, im really happy now(: