i've got the answers now. its painful. and it came in the wrong time. i really dont know what to think, what to do.. but i hope nothing's gonna change. though my feelings will still linger on.

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

common test next week. im so sian. and i know im like 80% failing my freaking COS. i just hope i wont die for other subjects.

anw, i just wanna tell this someone who have been bitching abt me to others. that if you are too tired to trust yourself, its really ok because i wont trust you anymore either. you're more than a life ruiner. look at yourself being such repulsive attention seeker. like bitching so much, hope you're happy now. not only u bitch abt me, bitch abt my closest friend and hurt others' feelings. have you ever thought of yourself being in that position? if you dare take another step hurting me or any of my friends, i would say your last year in NP might just be your nightmare. you call yourself "the bitch", well maybe you haven't seen the craziest bitch in town and what that craziest bitch is capable of doing.

even if you know stuff abt me and i tell it to you personally doesnt give you the right to tell any others about it. i trusted you to tell you stuff. well, hope you know that you're not the most trusted person here and also if you can bitch with people, they can also bitch about you. watch your back.

Well oh well, i cant wait to go tanning with my friends at Sentosa right after NDP and CTs. i need a holiday! yay!

random- V for Vendetta!

just finish the Taiwan workshop. more pictures will be on the way when im doing my COS and FSP in tutorial (:

also had dinner with Julie and Kenneth. it was great (:

ahh... im so in love right now (:

i was so bored in class today i did all these (:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time
just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

YES! YES! YES!

I GOT MY 360 SUCCESSFUL! i even went to elevator! thanks so much Jen and Citra! and Tryphina and Michael of course! im so happy!

Sickening Connie Chan called my father to tell him i skip her lesson. obviously when she's the one calling my dad means there's a problem with her right. like wth, she really treats us like we're in primary sch still... my dad trust me and said she's the problem not me. hahaha, Connie Chan is so dead. im gonna disrupt her lessons and make her hate me once and for all. i dont care.

i <3 Magnum.

bad day bad day. guess only my team mates know why. it will be remembered but we wont talk abt it.

NDP was NOT FUN today. we wasted time like always. cant get to practise stunts. in the end it rained so no stunts up. had KFC for dinner. the only thing new today is that we had Andrew with us. and we played and enjoyed everyone's company.

very early in the morning i went to suntec to watch Magnum X perform their thing. it was good (: GOOD JOB MAGNUM X! Gloria, Jia Wei, Danny, Zahida was there to support.

After the performance we went food republic to eat. then off to starbucks. at starbucks was Vincent Lenny Jen Gloria Dan Za Jiawei and I. we slept for like quite long. hahaha.

oh after NDP, some of us went out. we played truth or dare at Marina Square. we were so happy till these 2 incredulous imbeciles, acting like gangsters, blabbering loads of uncouth profanities at us cuz they were too frightened by our puny little dare which meant no harm. seriously, 2 of them trying to find trouble with 12 of us. talk about David and Goliath with me baby.

Andrew spoke up and it was so prominent that they were in fear with inferior complexity at the sight of his size. the cowards just backed off... i seriously dont know that such stupid and messed up hooligans still exist. after secondary school ive never been in any encounter with these kinda flithy things. I really dont blame them, i blame it on their parents and upbringing. or maybe they are just born with brain size like Hommer's.

i said their result slip looks like this:

English F9
Chinese F9
E Maths ABSENT
Science TERMINATED
SS/Geog G10

but the others said they dont even attend school. so, i think ill go with the others' thinking.

seriously if my son/daughter is like that in future, ill slap them till they change, they disfigure i also dont care. better than someone else outside do it for my behalf.

ahhhhhh i got so many assignments to finish. FSP, EIS, BS. going crazy soon! well at least i finished my FP. and my student buddies are helping me with FSP. ah they are so nice seriously. im gonna study with jia wei at starbucks later. hope i can finish my BS and EIS. i have 2 sundays to finish EIS. but next sunday got monster workshop, so i better do it well tml.

pictures soon!

ahhhhh, although Magnum makes me go WTF sometimes, but I STILL LOVE MAGNUM! cuz i know whatever the committee and coach is doing, it will benefit the team in unity, physical, mental and attitude. hope all the punishments will get us back on track and learn from these lessons to improve ourselves and correct our mistakes and lack of discipline. i believe with our coach and committee, everyone of us will be damn pro in year 3.

future, here we come (:

oh and:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRYPHINA!

damn disappointed with myself today.

we did 360 and i totally messed up. i kept injuring my bases. i kicked Fuzlee, kicked and drop on Michael, hit Citra's injured elbow. the feeling totally suck when u injured the flyer. i totally lost confidence for doing all the stunts. i dint even want to do partner stunts. but thanks for the encouragment from my team mates that kept me going... that i actually forced myself to do it.

Eugene was so encouraging. he did chair with me.. although i fell the first few times, he dint give up or give me any attitude or anything, he just encouraged me and try again.. thats like the best gesture a base can give a flyer.

i really hope i get the 360 and be ready to move on. seriously im really very demoralised by my incompetence for that stunt. all the other flyers are getting it. its just me :(

wow, thanks mum and dad.

remember my previous post i saying that i wanna abstain from fast food? here it is, my parents just bought a new house with McDonald's and KFC right opposite. THANKS MAN, THANKS!

argh!

Dear weak Bryant,

i know you are stressed and feels like breaking down. But remember, you are one strong person who's able to withstand all the stress and responsibility. Others believe in you, so believe in yourself.

I know that the FP assignment is so freaking lame and ridiculous, but since you are one matured individual, force yourself and do it. do it well. do it real good. get it over and done with.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. You went thru so much in life and you're not dead. more events, good and bad awaits you in the future. prepare yourself. be strong. and you'll soar like eagles.

Love,
Strong Bryant.

so we just had Poly Experience Performance day 1. All of us messed up the dance and the cheer motions! and the positions was totally off cuz we dont have mats! but okay la all the stunts went up safely except my elevator with Peng Joan and Hongwei. Brenda im so proud of you (: well after that many went gymming, i went with others to library games room.. i took a nap while they played games and talked many rubbish. hahaha... noob always gets bullied, and we'll make sure it keeps going.

ah damn tired. just came back from dinner with Lenny Fifi Jen and Mikey. We went Newton to eat. and after that i took a bus back with Fifi and Mikey.. Walked Mike back home and i went to take 154 home myself. Looking forward to all the days in Magnum. Waiting for my first toss to hands with Mike, toss to shoulders with Vincent, first basket toss back tuck, buck tuck X-out, layout, full, double full, kick twist. My toss to hands with Yvonne (our promise).

it will just get more exciting.

watch out everyone, Magnum's gonna kick some butt (:

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