Just finish training. Its quite slack today
cuz no PT. The tiring thing is i did
ALOT of extension liberty.
im quite happy
cuz 90% of the time its successful. its just that my dismount
isnt good
cuz i tend to anticipate.
im so sorry bases ):
Gerald and I had some talk on the way to macs. mainly how hard is it to maintain a friendship. to me, i would want all my friends to be committed to me because I would be as committed to them. It takes 2 hands to clap, if
commitment isnt mutual, its not a friendship. and when u call
ureselves best friends, buddies or some sort to make
ure friendship more than just normal friends, more sacrifices and
commitment comes in.
im thinking
abt Sarah and I.. How did we maintain such close friendship since 5 years ago. Of course we do get pissed at each other here and there... but the thing here is that we are committed to each other. we catch up whenever we can and we listen to each other with full attention. we accept each others' opinions and help each other
thru all sorts of though times or happy times. this is the best friendship that i have ever got so far. so prominent to everyone that when both of us quarrel, people ask, talk about and felt sad for us if Sarah and I actually would end the friendship (: i love Sarah. and i know its mutual. we
dont bitch about each other but only bitch together. we're so close that giving each other a kiss on the cheek
doesnt make things feel awkward at all... i wonder how many this kinda friendship will i get in this lifetime...
im so happy that in Magnum, i found my closest friends. but even so, some are unstable too.. its just so different when another friend comes in, and she treats me like a
stranger or some extra. i
dont know what to say. but really appreciate the care and concern given by Michael and Gerald.


with friends like these in Magnum, its just divine. And Fuzlee was like telling me before training, if this guy wants to find trouble with me, tell him.. is like, i feel so protected. with friends like this, who needs army? thanks Fuz :D

Training is getting tougher. Not only physically.. but mentally
strenuous too. our NDP stunts and routine need to be up and milk run too.. alot more commitment. but when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. From now on ill clearly draw the line between training and personal. What happens on the mats stays in the mats(quoted from Lenny). i know some people dislike me here and there cuz i snap during trainings. but i hope though time they will understand we need to be serious during training. we need to be responsible team players. So guys! i hope we all get serious too!
this week is horrible. i hate school. i want holidays. i want magnum. i want free time. i want stayovers at Mikey's. i hate COS. i want random Magnum meetings. i want to meet at 1pm for training. i want optional training. i want shopping. i want dinner with Lenny. i want movies with magnum.
im having my emo-riod now... damn.
only you can make me smile, make me happy...