heh havent been blogging for 10 dog years.

complicated rs, school, training have been draining my life away. So i need to pamper myself and come out with some resolutions to do so for next year!

1. Collect ALL the Ralph Lauren collection for polo tees (classic + big poney) and long sleeves shirts. (Throughout the year)
2. Go to NYC with the person i love. (September)
3. Get a Ed Hardy bag for school. (Febuary)
4. Get an Agnes B bag for training. (March)
5. Get a LV wallet. (April)
6. Get a pair of Fred Perry shoes and Tiger shoes. (One in Jan another in May)
7. Get a blackberry. ( March)
8. Get my room renovated. (Febuary)
9. Win Gold for competitions. (Throughout the year)
10. Qualify for ASEAN Games.
11. Win Macau International Invitations. (October)

WHEEEEEEEE! CANT WAIT!

okay that means i have to work extra hard too (:

my dad just got an iPhone cuz my sister recommended that phone for him. what was neglected in that recommendation is that my dad isnt a very IT savvy person. he took around 2 years to learn how to use the PC and it must be a SOP thingy, if any problem cooks up, he gets cooked up.

so personally i dont think he suite using an iPhone. Many times he wants me to give him my MacBook or iMac (cuz i had one than one com, fujitsu for sch, macbook for cooking, and imac for leisure). and i told him he doesnt know how to operate the Mac OS as even many teenagers arent very familiar with it as well.

so now with this iPhone, he have to learn how to sync it to his com with itunes. and he dint even know how to do that. i mean, im willing to help but this help will never end cuz we all know that the development of iPhone doesnt just stop here. basically, i will go crazy if he keeps calling every time he runs into an error.

he's current putting my sister on speed dial now bearing the thoughts that my sister is some Mac iPhone expert. and both of them quarrel over the phone cuz he's displeased with my sister's incapability to help solve his problem.

so seriously, how long will he take to learn how to use the iPhone till he stop calling us to solve his most trival problem, eg. looking for a number in the phonebook.

my singtel plan is coming to an end this dec, so i was thinking if he wanna give his iPhone to me while i buy him a more user friendly phone like the nokia n97. of course i can sense the displease with my sister cuz SHE IS OBVIOUSLY WAITING FOR HIM TO GIVE IT TO HER.

so now, i wanna vent my anger for a bit. (sorry if this post is turning into M18)

Throughout my years of adolescence, my dad HAS NEVER EVER FUCKING BOUGHT ME A PHONE BEFORE. i always buy the phone myself using my ang bao money or my salary. On the other hand, my dad bought both my siblings phones. and the phones are the rather pricey ones. when my dad bought himself an O2, my brother managed to brainwash him within a few months and TADA! IT WENT TO HIM.

so it was said that the youngest child gets everything he wants and all that shit. let me tell you people, ITS FUCKING NOT TRUE AT ALL. yeah youngest boy does get the most attention. so when u do something wrong (which in the eyes of most parents, everything you do is wrong) you get scolded the most, get beaten up the most. think about it, you father hit you, your mother hit you, your brother hit you, your sister hit you. and then, the eldest son? whatever he do is right. this is FUCKING ANNOYING.

if my family members do get to read this post, good. cuz i hope they get how it is to live in my shoes.

many Wiseman say that the oldest child is always the one that bears most respondsibility in the family. you know what? i finally agree with them. so, other than my immediate family, if my relatives have anything happening and needs help, DONT FUCKING CALL ME. cuz i will feel guilty saying no, or will i? HA, no i will definitely be happy to reject them.

ever since young, there's only ONE aunt that really displayed love, care and concern for me. really supports everything that i do. the others, my uncle.. haha, despise me like im the most useless person on earth. YEAH IM FUCKING USELESS, SO FUCKING USELESS. i have no goals in life, im waiting to die. im living off my parents, im living like an emperor at home shaking my legs with a butler carrying my balls.

so i hope next time, whenever they need help they wont bother calling me. cuz i wont help. and i most prolly wont even give them my number. uh huh, cuz ill be so poor i cant afford a 3310.

ill take all these shit now cuz in future, im giving all these back to them.

OKAY! i havent blogged in ten years. hahahha! just thought of writing down my plans for the next few years.

SO! Major events for me are as follows!

End of October 09 - Macau Diving International Opens
End of December09 - New Zealand International Opens
Jan/Feb 10 - CNY CNY CNY!!
April 10 - Birthday! Celebration at Meritus Mandarin, BBQ by the Lake and Family Buffet.
April 10 - Year 3 starts!
(okay then throughout the year got many overseas competition blah blah blah)
Jan/Feb 11 - CNY CNY CNY!!!
April 11 - YAY FREAKING GRADUATE LO! (okay hopefully)
May - June 11 - Major shopping spree at Bangkok, KL, HK, NYC (cmon, i need to enjoy life before going in BMT)
July 11 - BMT
Nov/Dec 11 - SEA Games

have you ever thought just maybe, you belong with me.

i know you will never ever read this, and i dont care who sees it. i love you so much... being with you just feels amazing. we get along so well, we know what each other is thinking.

if there's one spark of hope, ill hold it with both hands. why wont you walk through, burst in the door and take me away... no more mistakes...

i know you're with somebody else, he'd better be good to you. if he doesn't, i'll be there. just call my name, and i'll be there.

i just want you to be happy. and hope one day...





....you will come to me and be mine.

like how some shallow friendships can be... friends for more than a year can turn their back on you overnight...

thank God i have friends who are like JX - 12 years, Sera + Shizhen - 5 Years, Sarah - 6 years. And i know they will ALWAYS be there for me no matter what i do, who i am or who i become ((:

and i miss alot of my friends, the ones overseas, the ones being damn busy, and the ones MIA... LOL.

afterall, its about individuals la... im just like that, like it or not.

i lost my phone!!! argh!! but i replaced the SIM card alrdy. so please sms me with ure number okay.

had 2 nights sleepover at Grand Chateau. it was all great! ill upload the pictures here soon!

I MISS MY PHONE!!!!

went haji lane for kebab and sisha with Seraphina Sarah JunXiong and Shizhen today. it was so much fun! (minus the hungry and looking for the place part)

we played 'i have never' and truth or dare. gosh seriously. they made me do cheerleading dance on the table. EMBARASSING. had sisha also (seriously like no kick lor)

and we were trying to find "prince of wales" pub just now. we walked and walked and never ending. luckily we found the place. but all of us were quite pissed and grumpy cuz we were dead tired (prince and princesses dont walk). JX therefore owe us DTF, Timbre and NYDC (you be happy, we were thinking of equinox, oosh, prime society and lawrys) LOL.

paper today SUCKED. i bet like half the cohort cant finish it.

Thanks J for bringing my notes back for me today! i owe you ((: anw, I READ YOUR BLOG DAILY NOW OKAY.

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